Hi, to everyone. Obviously I am new here and I will try to make this an informative introduction. I do have dislikes to much of what happens here though I want to express even though much of this is not my scene I am in no way judging anybody or comparing their bushel to mine. As I have my likes and dislikes, so do others. Because I have a dislike to a particular area, does not mean I have a dislike to the person who is interested in it.
It takes many to make up the world and if there were no differences there could be know debates or learning or developing attributes such as tolerance and understanding. In saying that I will introduce myself.
I live on the West Coast of Australia. I am 50 year old male. I have degenerative spinal problems in my lumbar, thoracic, and neck. As well as fractures I have disc problems.
In my neck at C2, C3, C4 o both sides where the blood vessels and nerves enter the vertebrae they are under pressure due to calcification of the formarina I think it is called.
It is very painful and has made me make significant adjustments to my life and the way I live it. Most importantly I no longer work.
I did take up some fun hobbies. I have a special style of fishing I do where you spend a whole morning or most of a day fishing without catching anything. I find what peace there is in silence. I am no longer disappointed when I do not catch anything. Just the opportunity to go, and be in the fresh air and peace and quiet is a bounty in itself.
I love watching speedway. I used to participate many years ago. My favourites are the solo bikes and sidecars, then the sprint cars and super sedans and speed cars.
I love bushwalking and do most days in the morning for exercise and to burn off negative energy. The kind of energy that effects the way you think and feel about people. The rubbish thoughts that invade your mind. During the aerobic stages of walking I do my “crap” thinking here. By time I finish the walk and my heart rate goes back to normal so do my thoughts. This is why I hate golf. I hit the ball then want to gallop after it to hit it again. No, my walking is spent in other ways.
I read a lot. I watch little tv. I read historical both in fiction and non fiction. Biographies.
I love history, I have no special favourite period though some of the Rennaisance philophers are interesting. The first serious non fiction book I purchased when I left school was The Prince, by Machiavelli. I like scifi / fantasy. I like whodunits, basically I read most genres.
The same applies to music my three distates in music are rap, opera and country and western.
I enjoy photography and often go on long walks and drives with my camera.
I studied at university for 6 years but never sat my final exams. This period covers both full time and part time study. I was 2 years into one course then pulled out and started a double major in another. I have worked in construction and mining.
I have religious beliefs which I practice as I can. I believe all religions were and are divinely inspired. I respect others beliefs and enjoy when I can going to places where people worship. No matter what the religion, the act of worship in itself is inspiring and brings me peace.
In regards to the wetting aspects I have saved this for last. I figured if anyone reads through all of this without losing interest would be more the persons I would like to communicate with.
I wet my bed on some occaisions. I have some nocturnal disturbances and temporal lobe issues. However my pillow seems to be more in need of protection than my mattress. I dribble from the mouth and have ruined many pillows. I am still trying to find a decent pillow protector.
I have experimented in the past with nappies though I have not in a long time. Though I like it I guess I am too controlled. Too conditioned to societies norms. I am not into defecation, bowel movements etc. I am not into body functions in a sexual context at all. I recently had a colonoscopy under twilight sedation and after that finished when I started passing gas I found that quite humorous though I think the drugs had much to do with that.
I am strictly hetro, though I do not care if someone is gay or bi. I do not see sexual preferences as being a lifestyle or needing to dominate a lifestyle. I also admit to a degree of homophobia though I try not to let this become an intolerance or prejudice.
As a youngster and in my teens I was interested in crossdressing. It was something I never pursued into adulthood. I have often thought about though. Again, I guess conforming to what society dictates as normal was a influence here. I was never into makeup or that side of things. For me it was the clothing.
Finally, I have a clean police record. I have a police certificate for employment purposes and want to keep it that way.
I have looked around the internet a lot and many group and websites most disgusted me. To me they seemed to be havens for pedo’s or people of dubious intention to others.
I am not into drugs. I do not drink. I have no interest in children, which is why I do not want anyone under 18 contacting me.
I would at some time like to make contact with a lady but I guess that is may a persons wish too. I could get into wearing nappies I guess. The same for the cross dressing aspects. However, society can be hard in it’s views and we can give ourselves a hard time of it with our restraint and abstinence.