Okay, so I've been with my girlfriend for a couple years now. I haven't proposed to her yet, but we're really serious. I told her about my, um, interest in diapers pretty early in our relationship, and she's totally cool with it, bless her heart. By cool with it, I mean that she accepts me for who I am, which I couldn't make it without, and she doesn't say anything about it, but I'm not sure she really understands.
My problem is that my biggest fantasy ever is to go number two in my diaper and have her change me, like a mother changing her baby. Can we say number two here? That would be so hot, and it would mean so much to me. On the one hand, she's so amazing that I owe it to her to be honest, but I'm not sure how she would react. I don't want to ruin the amazing thing we have, but I don't want to hold anything back from her either, because she deserves better than that.
Has anyone ever face a similar dilemma?