So during the course of this previous semester I got into wearing diapers heavily for the first time in my life, something I've dreamed of since I was tiny. I wore diapers basically every night and even a few times to class. I even went out and bought a pacifier. Say Whaaat?
So now I'm back home, and have been for about a week and I'm missing them terribly. I'm living with my parents for the summer and they are quite prying, though not as much as they were when I was younger.
I'm considering going out and purchasing some goodnites because they are tiny, have a very low rise, and are almost silent. And if I get really daring I'll get some super absorbent Depends to wear at night. (I'm not risking ordering online while I'm home.)
So what do you think? Is this a TERRIBLE idea, or should I go for it?
I mean, today I stole a Depend from my grandmother's apartment. I'm nineteen, I could've sworn I'd grown out of that.
And another question, do any of you ever have feelings of withdrawal like this when you can't wear?
Thanks for your time,