Hi everyone, this is my first post on this site and I'd like to introduce myself.
I'm a pretty average person, with quirks and oddities just like everyone else. I enjoy gaming but I've never let it rule my life. A good book is always enjoyable, and these past few years I've become a much more social person. The primary focus of my life is religion. I am a Christian through and through, and enjoy expressing my faith to others. I won't do that here, since this isn't the place for that, but if someone here wants to have a private discussion about it, feel free to PM me.
I'll go ahead and say it, since its got to come out sooner or later. I am a DL and have recently begun leaning towards ABism. I'm young, over 18 but not completely out on my own yet. With that said, I've had little to no opportunity to explore this side of myself. It does not always sit well with my beliefs, but so long as I'm not hurting someone, doing anything perverted, or looking up pornography, I'm don't see the contradiction. Diapers have been alluring to me since I was very young, and perhaps the innocence, trust, and security of an infant or small child is alluring to me as well.
I have NEVER told anyone about my ABDL desires, not even once. This is the first time I've even mentioned it online, and it is taking a lot of courage for me to do so. I fear for what others might think, and how they might react. I assume this is a fear shared by many others as well.
I decided to take a sort of first step today and join this community. Perhaps right now I am just looking for a place where I can get this out in the open without fear of being ridiculed, or worse.