I don't know where else to turn. I'm lost, confused and scared, just not sure of anything anymore. I want to run away from it all, but have nowhere to go.
Today I just found out that my Dad is engaged to a woman he has known since November. Normally this would not bother me, except that for the past 8+ years of my life he has been leading me on saying that "we" would be a family again. He told me he had no plans on re-marrying after the divorce with my Mom, which I guess I was stupid enough to think there was hope things would be okay.
I am supposed to meet with him tomorrow and discuss what has been going on. I don't know what I am supposed to say to him. I have already tried to tell him what he is doing is driving me away, but he continues to do it.
I have told him that the way it looks too me is that he is trying to get a clean start with a new family because I didn't turn out how he wanted.
I have told him because of all the fighting, it is making me depressed to the point where I have ZERO motivation to do anything. I am stuck in a rut and don't give a shit.
Nothing gets through to him and I can't talk to my Mom about anything, because then she thinks I am mad at her and makes me feel worse than if I had not said anything.
To top it all off, my Dad has threatened to short sell our house and boot me and my Mom to the street. We found out he cannot do that, since his name is not on the deed. But since he has refinanced the house under his name, he has to make the payments, but is now threatening to stop and let the house go into foreclosure, because he wants to start his new life with this family.
This option would destroy his credit rating, but feel that he is very serious with his threat, If he does, we would lose all equity from the house and have nowhere to go.
I really need help.