Sometimes I feel my fetishes can make me confused weather I am really gay or asexual. I guess I like diapers the same as many of us do for how they feel, and other imaginative fantasies such as guys you age wearing them and using them. I have other fetishes which seem to bracket of diapers like underwear and other clothing garments.
I have never felt a huge desire for casual NSA sex, but all my thoughts involve guys I believe I am gay. I have dated normal guys but they never understood why I was not very turned on by them. It's hard to explain but a guy alone does not really phase me unless he is engaging in something that relates to a fetish I have. I just wonder if not being able to have an intimacy with a guy without involving a fetish makes me asexual?
It's been a frustrating experience but I am trying to keep myself open to anything that could help.