Hey everyone. I feel a little more comfortable about expressing a problem I have.. and I wanted to get some advice on how to deal with something.
I am in a very loving relationship with a wonderful guy who loves my childish, and even babyish sides to death. I love that about him so much. The problem stems from the fact that he loves them so much actually, that he always wants me to be regressed for him. I don't feel like he appreciates my sweet, idealistic, intelligent side anymore.
I have these issues because they are a huge deal to me, emotionally because I feel like I never got the childhood that I should have been born to. Because of this, I feel very frustrated lately because it feels like almost a chore to have regressive play, and I'm not doing it when I want to.. I've been more doing it on his schedule.
I've tried to tell him that this is a problem, but sometimes I feel like he only likes seeing me as a baby now, and just says that I should make daddy happy and be cuddly for him. It's not that I don't want to make him happy.. it's just, this might be selfish to say, this is about me! This isn't about him! I'm feeling less and less like I actually like doing it around him anymore, because I feel so forced into it and it's more about making him happy.
Am I wrong for feeling this way? Should I just be happy I have someone who is so supportive?