Well to start off, I want to say that for the most part I am loving it here. There are so many nice people and having a place like this to come and even just browse has helped me deal with stuff a lot lately. I little while ago I posted asking for some advice about how to help my fiancee with my likings. While some were nice about it I was rather saddened by those who pretty much just told me to drop her. I tried making it clear that we are TRUELY in love, but I guess I just had to say it. There is no way I would leave her over something like diapers, and while she still is far from comfortable with even the idea, she has yet to leave me over them.
Sorry, I really wanted to address that as it has bugged me but wanted to say more along the lines of this that I did not think would fit in just making a reply to my other post. Now that I have that off my chest, I real quick would like to thank those who have been nice about it, i don't know if you know how much I really appreciate that.
Now, as I told in my other post, i think, shortly after telling my then girlfiend that i enjoyed wearing diapers, she made me promise not to wear them again, and out of love for her I did. Well that was several years ago, and over time I would get urges for them and try to talk to her about them and she would kind of retreat. Recently, however, something happened that I would get urges for diapers quite often, and finally after a lot of long and deep discussions, she and I have started more to come to terms with who or what I am.
She is still extremely uncomfortable about the entire idea and therefore does not let me wear still, but she is being more open about it now. I guess what I want to know is, for those who don't get to wear diapers often, how do you deal with it? Just this last week, I woke up one night and couldn't get back to sleep because thoughts of diapers were stuck in my head. Because that may seem overly obsessive, I want to make a note that diapers are not all I usually think about.