I'm so sick of feeling sad all the time. I just got out of the relationship that has caused me more pain than anything else on this planet could, yet for some reason I find that I still have a hollow feeling without him. That combined with everything else makes me feel so depressed and suffocated. I'm not suicidal, let me just add that in. I haven't had suicidal thoughts in a long long time. I'm just so depressed that most of the time I would rather lay in bed and either listen to music or just go into a state of regression (I'm talking about TB regression) to escape from the creeping sadness that seems to have taken root. Now, some of you may already have chalked this up as teenage hormones, and you may be right. I don't know anymore. I just want to be able to live on, and try to be happy for once, but life won't seem to let me. For example, Monday I was feeling more depressed than usual, since it's a Monday, and I snapped at my friend. Later on I went to apologize. Here is how the conversation went.
Me: "I'm sorry I snapped at you earlier. I've just been-"
Friend one: "Pissy?"
Friend two: "a total f*cking a$$hole?"
Then I just walked off, trying to keep from crying and punching my friends in the face. All I was trying to tell them was that I was depressed.
Anyway, the main point of this whole thread is to ask
Have you gone though anything like this? How did you get over the depression?