This morning while laying in bed I was feeling fine but then I started cramping up a big and not feeling that good but then later on it all started to go away but in a strange way
At the time I was laying on my back but when I'm in a diaper and like that, it does make me feel babyish even though I'm not so much into that sort of thing, but then from nowhere I just thought to myself "wouldn't it be nice if I could just go back and not worry about any of this" Then after a quick urge to do so I started sucking my thumb. After that I didn't want to have any pajama trousers on and also I wanted something to hold onto so I went and reached for a soft rabbit toy that I have had sense a child. After that I was back sucking my thumb and lying on my back while holding that toy.
While like it though I did also notice that my thoughts had become more simple and that also some things I thought of or noticed going around the words I thought to myself changed as well, like thinking of mummy instead of mum. While like this I felt really calm and relaxed and the cramp went away. While still in the phase I even messed and the thought of it didn't cross my mind at all.
So is this an example of a regression going on? I've never had that happen before and in a way it wasn't even a side to why I joined this site ether. I guess wanting to relax and rid yourself of some problems can have some interesting effects on people at times. I wonder if it'll happen again though. After all that side is hard to tell.