I'm going start off by introducing myself. Hi my name is Kalie and Iím in high school, just made the high honor role, and just won academic award from my school.
Since the beginning of the school year I made friends with a guy that is senior and we've been come very close friends. Before we became friends all I knew about him was that he had a very bad reputation of dating allot of girls ( He's a player) and getting dumped by them because they caught him cheating. so, when we became friends I told myself that I wouldn't fall for him or even think about going out with him.
That kind of change about three months ago when he practically beg me to kiss him, my mind screamed 'No', but my heart told me something else. I thought about it and figured it wasnít no big deal anyway ( What harm could one kiss do?). I ended up kissing him right their in the middle of the hall going to my next class. I thought nobody saw but apparently somebody did because the next day people were asking me were we going out. I told them no of course and that was the end of that.
Since that day we may have kissed no more than 5 or 6 times nothing huge though. Except last week when I was about to go home he came to my locker and we talked like we always do and I asked him was he going to walk me out the school. He told me sure so we started walking to the door and then when we were almost out the door he turns and asks me to kiss him. I thought about and plus their wasn't nobody around to see so I kissed him. What I thought would be just a kiss turned out to be a whole make out session (I don't know what came over me) and as quickly as it started it was over. He walked me out and we went our separate ways .
I guess I was wondering should I give this a guy a chance or am I just playing myself thinking he could be faithful to me. My friends are starting to get suspicious and they keep telling me not to go out with him. Some part of me knows that but another part of me really wants to go out with him.