I recognize that we are all different here and have many different desires but as I was driving into the office this morning, I thought of something that I like and was curious if any others feel the same way. It occurred to me that I really like that almost panic inducing sense of urgency when you really have to go to the bathroom. When I'm wearing, sometimes I hold it in for a while (although, I realize this probably isn't that good for you) until I reach that point where I have to go so bad that I'm pacing like a caged animal. I think I like it because it almost feels out of control and like I probably couldn't reach the bathroom even if I wanted to -- kind of a raw panic.
I almost feel like I have very low-level instinctual feelings at that time and helps me step away from adulthood and the world around me.
So does anyone here enjoy that or have similar experiences?