I am a diaper lover who has up until recently never bothered to try and wet a diaper. Once I did though, I was pretty much hooked, and one thing led to another, and I have began to feel more curious about adult baby stuff. The thing is I can usually tell my boyfriend about everything I'm into, but he just recently found out about my diaper fetish, and I'm afraid that if I get into adult baby stuff, I won't be able to tell him. He doesn't even seem to enjoy my diaper fetish in the first place despite the fact that he's not bothered by it (or at least he's said so). he won't even bring it up at intimate moments, even though I please him all the time. I desperately want him to MAKE me wear diapers, I want him to have to change me, and maybe even to make me feel a little helpless. For one day I'd like to be treated like a baby just to satisfy my curiosity, but I'm quite afraid to ask him, let alone anyone. What should I do?