Not sure where I'm going with this, making a thread about it, but whatever.
Today, it's been officially 2 weeks since I quit the Organization (Jehova's Witnesses). It was extremely hard for me to do so, because of this: Old thread. Here's the story:
One Saturday evening, my family and I went to the mall, and right before leaving it, my mom threw a fit over my hair and beard, because I'm embarrassing her in front of the brothers of the congregation. My dad went at it with my mom in the middle of the food court. Well, we calmed down, and went home.
But the next day (which was a meeting and preaching day) I didn't want to go to it, and decided to go with my dad to his softball practice. Right before leaving, my mom said we where going to talk about it. After coming back, I spent all day trying to hide from her. Still in the afternoon, she knocked on my door, opened it, and said: What are you doing in the computer? I know you talk to strangers! Let me ***** see! This lighted a discussion between the two of us. Well, after about 5 minutes of screaming, we sat down to talk about me. I ended up confessing to her that I really am a furry, that I still like diapers, that I have friends online because I feel understood by them, and that I don't have faith in that religion. She got very upset, and blamed herself, like if I was the product of her failure. We hugged, and ended up in good terms. Except that now she is extremely sad by this, maybe even suicidal.
And today, it was my sister's turn to confess. She did so to the elders and to my mom. I can't say the sin she committed, because it's very personal. But I can say is that she will be expelled from the congregation.
I've never felt this free in my whole life! Even though I still carry most of the habits with me, I have now more stuff I can do without having my mom throw a fit over! Yet, I am still feeling very bad for my mom...
Oh, and thanks everybody that helped me through! The madness isn't over, but meh, good enough!
P.S. to all people I owe a drawing, I am totally sorry school's been especially hard, plus this situation :/ But I will do them! No matter what!