well recently got a book called 'for this i am grateful' composed of smallexcerptes from everyday people across the U,S, one said:
[When i arrve to pick up my daughter from day care, she comes running to me saying, "mommy, momy!" and then embreces me with a big hug. i know that wont happen much longer, so i am grateful everytime it happens ]
and also when once i was viewing mandi's profile i saw this message from pramrider.. and if i may quote it
(pramrider i apologize if you didn want this shown to a wider audience and if you want ill remove it)
I just wanted to mention how cute your current avatar photo is. It reminds me so much of my daughter when she was around 2 to 3 years old. She had a pink tutu (think she still has it stashed away in her closet) and loved to dance around in it. We have some pics of her dancing with it on. She wore it until she was at an age where it was stretching about as far as it would stretch when she tried to put it on. Lots of times I wish she and her younger brother were still little. I miss those days when we would all play together. Thanks for bringing back some fond memories with your photo. "
which made me start thinking... reading things like that make me wonder, like and i wouldnt mind if each of the elder members, those like ayanna pramrider, and dogboy i think it was, those who have grown up, gotten married and had kids, could tell me what they think, how as time passes, as it does for all of us, how maybe weve already outlived those sorts of years, and to keep wishing for them and acting like we do is maybe. something we shouldnt be doing... sort of like were cheating.. just like the idea that tying to keep ones skin and all that looking young with all those beauty treatments and stuff...
i know that above doesnt make much sense but i really found it hard to put that into words and im feeling confused, (to the point that i am admittdly sucking my pacifier to aleviate the tension ) but mostly for those that reply, would lke to hear from those who have many years behind them, as i said earlier ayanna and pramrider.. it would REALLY put my mind at ease.