I'm not good with formal introductions so i guess I'll cut to the chase. I AM A BUNDLE OF CONTRADICTIONS! I am broken, yet successful; loved but alone; honest, but secret; and happy, but depressed. Many would say that most of these things are to be expected from a teenager but not to the extent that I feel them. I take school very seriously and pile on stress because of it but it pays off in the end. I am also a Christian and take my faith rather seriously and it permeates my life: My faith keeps me alive.
I don't know why I am a DL but I am and I am tired of binge/purge. I just want to know I'm not alone and find some "friends" like me. I stumbled across this forum in my search for answers and it is the only safe place I have found (I'm not looking for creepers, pervs, or porn).
I tend to look at my main hobby as school, but I am more than a scholar. I enjoy rock climbing, urban exploring, paintball, writing poetry, singing and so many other activities. I love to figure out how things work and appreciate the ingenuity that goes into the devices we handle every day.
I am known by many names and this forum adds another one to the list. I am just looking for someone like me, someone I can talk to, someone who relates with me. I just want to know that I am not alone. My name and tagline implies that I am "Looking For Her" and that is part of what I am doing and part of what I do everyday. I'm not looking for meet-ups or anything like that, I am just looking for people who can relate to me.