Ok, so this is a serious topic that i've been thinking about. Has anyone else had diaper "black outs"? Like your wearing, maybe wet etc you get so into the zone then when you finally come back for what ever reason your just like...what the hell just happened? This has happened to me a few times the most recent was on tuesday. I was wearing and all, i had wet it a few times and then....man parts >_> "Happened". Basically i was left sitting on my floor thinking what on earth was a i doing? This of course is followed by regret/guilt and it will continue for a few more days or so, it's common with me. The sad part is i get really depressed and upset for a few days the most it's ever taking me to feel better has been a week or so. I don't feel better until i get...errr "horny" again. I'm sorry if this is a mature topic, but to be completely honest i have no idea where else to put a question like this. Is this normal? Has anyone else ever experienced something this? Will it fade?