When I first discovered my desires for diapers, I labeled myself as a diaper lover. But after years of the constant binge/purge cycle, being ashamed and embarassed of who I was, and believing if I left it alone the desire would fade away. This inner struggle continued for a couple of years until I finally reached my milestone of being able to accept myself for who I am and not giving myself a label. Being proud of who I am and could finally except the me! The real me. I have been regressing slowly but surely to reach the balance of my adult life and the child at heart that helps me escape life's struggles. I think I am ready for a daddy figure to help me regress and take care of me. So my question to you guys/gals is how would someone go about finding a daddy figure, and what steps should I take.