I've been lurking around here for a while now, so I figured I'd go ahead and register and introduce myself. I just found out that I wasn't alone in my diaper/baby desires last September, and I'm still somewhat in shock about it. I've had these desires since I was about five years old, and up until six months ago, I was absolutely sure I was the only person on earth with these desires. I mean, who would ever want to wear diapers and act like a baby/toddler??? I seriously worried that I was crazy. I wondered what was wrong with me to make me have such unusual (and possibly insane) desires. Even as a young child I knew that my desires weren't normal, and so I told no one. (Except my sister when I was 11, more on that in another post.) I felt so alone and abnormal. But fast forward to the present and I'm now one of thousands, possibly even millions! It's both wonderful and not so wonderful knowing that others share these same desires. (More on that also in another post.) So that's pretty much why I'm here: to talk with other people about their experiences with these desires.
Now for some info about me and my life. I'm 27 and I still live at home with my parents and my 23 year old sister. That's right, I'm 27 and I still live with my parents. It makes me sick to think about it. (Yes, it could be worse. I could be homeless or drowning in debt, but I'm not, so I guess that should be some consolation.) The main reason I still live with my folks is the result of a slew of bad decisions I made in my late teens/early twenties, like using drugs, drinking, partying, skipping class, failing classes, working a series of dead end jobs instead of staying in college, plus a few more. So basically I'm nearly broke and won't be able to even think about buying a house of my own for at least another 2-3 years. You see, I destroyed my GPA during my “bad decision” phase and I've been trying to dig myself out of that hole ever since. I'm currently enrolled in a community college and I should have a associates degree in Computer Programming by the fall of this year. After I receive my degree (assuming all goes according to plan) I'll try to get a job in my field with opportunity for advancement; hopefully making a decent amount of money so I can finally get my life on track. Eventually I'd like to get my Bachelors as well.
As for my personality, beliefs and interest/hobbies: I'm an INTJ personality type, my IQ is 140 (according to a free online assessment, so I take it with a grain of salt) and I'm balanced brained. I'm not religious; sometimes I joke that I'm agnostic on a good day and atheist on a bad day, but I guess I would say I'm agnostic. I vote Libertarian whenever I can. (Go Ron Paul!!!) I've suffered from general/existential mild to moderate (sometimes severe) depression for about 10-12 years now. I'm receiving treatment for it, but it never completely goes away and tends to wax and wane over time. My likes/interest/hobbies include: almost any kind of music except rap and country, several movies, both old and new, (seriously too many to name, but maybe I'll try later), gaming, (although it's been awhile since I last gamed) networking, hacking, network security, programming, system building, electronics, hiking, boating, camping, backpacking, bicycling, target shooting, paintball, woodworking, metalworking, cooking, growing unusual plants, gardening/landscaping, photography, sewing, cars, driving, and more. Seriously, I'm interested in almost anything you can think of. I have more interests that time to spend on them. I don't care for sports though, oh well.
So yeah, that's me. I hope that wasn't too much information. I look forward to talking with like minded people.