Okay this is one of my first posts in a long time here at ADISC so bear with me.
Anyways just as I come back to my AB* side after a month or two of forgetting or ignoring about it I noticed how I feel like my AB/DL side doesn't really mesh well with my I guess you could say 'other' side. It is almost like a case of unknown identities? Like I accept my AB side but it doesn't feel natural. Whenever I'm embracing my AB side it feels like I'm cheating the truth or my true self. I'm just wondering whether anyone else has experience such feelings about their fetish??