My friends don't seem like friends anymore...
(Yes I am aware that I have just basically typed the same thing twice. I just didn't know another way to start off this topic)
So let me let you in on a little background information before I continue.
Well sometimes I find myself extremely depressed. To the point that I would just lye in bed all day. And when I say all day, I mean all day. I would only get up to go to the bathroom.
But no matter how depressed I get I usually manage to put a smile on my face and try to convince the world I'm happy and alright. I must be doing a good job because no one really suspects a thing. I have my good days, and I have my bad. But wether good or bad day I would always put a smile on my face.
But lately I've been having a lot of bad days. Like 75% of this Year have been bad days. And this past week it's gotten to the point where I can't put a smile on my face anymore.
I cant find myself to act happy when I know I am miserable. So wherever I am somewhere I will just keep my head down, and wherever includes at school. And being at school means being with friends.
So my friends can tell that I'm acting differently. But they are being dicks and saying that I'm on my period and that it's "my time of the month". Usually I can take a fucking joke but on friday my "friend" Tim, brought a tampon to school. Then handed it to me and said "Here, now you don't have to risk ruining your panties"
(I'm a male)
Can't he tell I just want to die?
And it turns out everyone of my friends were in on it... So I don't know what to do...
Well that's it I guess..
Oh and I apologize in future reference if this kind of stuff isn't posted on these forums. Its just, I don't know what to do... And please don't ask me why I'm depressed. It's personal. Plus, I'm not the kind of guy who really talks about his problems.
(But wait doesn't this really count as talking about them? lol i guess I'm a hypocrite :P)
So yea... Someone please give me advice...
If no one can, I understand.