The video below explains it all and how I feel. I cannot write down my emotions but, I can talk about them.
( In an hour)
( summary) Parents found out I was bi, and a ABDL and went had a fit over it. They called me a pedo and told me, if I ever touch little kids I will go to jail. All I want, is to go out with this high school-er whose an junior. I am a super senior and I admit he is a couple of years younger than I, but I think he's cute from the last time I talked to him.
I am not a pedophile, my parents see being gay and bi as evil, wrong, and can lead you to rape little kids. The only person to have a friend in the house who was gay was my sister. My mom didn't have a fit (openly) but she did when he left (along with my dad). She told me if I ever came out as being bi or gay, she'd disown me. Well, they're deciding tonight about kicking me out of the house.
I know haven't been the best person to live in the house, but why over Yaoi/ Shotacon/ Shonen-ai?
And why over me not wanting to work at the capital and follow in your footsteps. I said I wanted to travel, I showed an interest in Japanese culture. I wanted to see the world and become a writer (mangaka) in Japan.
Why are my own parents shunning me because of this?
I don't understand.http://s92.photobucket.com/albums/l3...226-230814.mp4