I'm not a particularly well individual, but I used to consider myself healthy none-the-less. Granted with this new symptom comes a whole new set of problems.
A couple weeks ago we found out that my kidneys are functionally almost-perfectly. I won't need surgery, or any medicine which is wonderful. But we did find that my bladder isn't functionally normally, or at all sometimes. And with my urethra the way it is (too tight), the majority of the time my urine just can't get out. It only knows how to build up in my bladder, or come out when it's way too full. Even in public, which made for some really bad days let me tell you.
So, a lot of the time it's like a living hell.
I have a procedure done every few weeks to make it more comfortable, but doesn't always work. And it never has lasted yet.
What I want to get at is that I'm afraid that with the push and pull that my bladder is going through, I feel like I will be incontinent in only a few more years. My Urologist told me that I have a great chance of it, but that "you never know". And that's what I have to keep to.
I don't want to be left in diapers all my life, so I need some support. Or perhaps just a "It's OK" thing. I don't know.