Is it normal for me to HATE (I don't use this word often!) to do it?
I've done it a couple of times before (the first was an accident; I was in my diaper), and I feel incredibly sickened by the thought of it...in fact, I feel pretty sick about the thoughts of sex as well. My hormones urge me to, sometimes, but I feel nauseous thinking about doing it.
Sometimes I just want to lop off the damn thing...
...and I am not transexual, bisexual, or homosexual.