I hope anyone out there can help enlighten me about this fetish.
My girlfriend introduced me to her love of diapers recently which I have embraced into our role playing
Well I just learned she has a darker side and actually likes diaper punishment. She has kept this from me until recently and have showed me a site [removed] that she just loves.
She has opened up that her first boyfriend introduced diaper punishment to her and would spank her to the point of bruising. He would also publicly humiliate and physically abuse her as well. On top of that her dad was never a real part of her life and her mom had abandoned her for a brief time in her teens. She has had a troubled past and has gone in and out of different schools and even institutions.
I can understand the notion of having a fetish but this seems to be masochistic behaviour and may need professional help or therapy.
She even wants to be videotaped being punished and posted online for all to see.
This to me is very destructive behavior and I would like some input from members here about how should react. Do I embrace it and participate in her fantasy knowing I would be physically hurting her or seek some help.