I'm Littleguy, I've been an AB since I was really a baby perty much. When i was 4 and getting potty trained, i never stopped wetting the bed so it was a kind of battle for no diapers at night. At 6 they stopped putting them on me but i started putting them on myself. I sort of stopped for a few years when i had to share a bedroom with my brother but still played with towels and stuff.
I was sort of sexually abused..i don't want to go into it too much but the girl that did it used a diaper as part of 'the game'. I was 11. I had forgotten about wearing diapers for a few years, so i let her do what she wanted as long as i got to wear the diaper.
When i was about 24 i was working for a medical supply company that sold adult diapers. One weekend i was working there and there was no one in the building. I had been looking at the diapers almost non-stop, wishing i could have a chance to try one on. No on was there so i first went to a drug store and bought Desitin and baby lotion and powder. I thought I was going to faint as i locked myself into the bathroom and took everything off but a Tshirt and took a diaper in and the baby stuff. The smells were intoxicating; I put on a heavy amount of Desitin everywhere as well as lotion with the diaper under me, [leave out the sexual stuff...this is a forum accessible to minors!]
It wasn't until years later that i discovered that there were others out in the world like me. I honestly thought i was the only person in the world that wanted to wear diapers as an adult.
I'm wearing pampers now as i type this, and a onesie and footed PJ's. It's been over 15 years since that day. I would be a baby all day, for days on end if I could. I do know the reality of it though. No one wants to take care of a baby that much.
I've had two wives since I discovered myself, one tolerated it, the other does it willingly, but on her schedule. Neither would deal with a soiled diaper. I'm not sure if i would want that either. I've only soiled a few and cleaned them up myself. Love the feeling, would love someone who cared enough to do it, but appreciate the reality of it.
We are a different bunch. I love this about myself, but have come to accept that not many people would understand or accept it. I tell no one.
Sorry, lost my browswer before done..
Have many interests including horseback riding, rock climbing, cycling, diving...almosty anything outdoors. Used to fly a lot. Had a brain tumor a few years ago and was perty sick for a couple of years so no more flying P
Willing to chat w. anyone about any subject but politics or religeon :0)