well most of ya'll know me already
if u dont i am renegade-a
umm i chose my name (renegade) because i tend to feel lonely alot even when im not alone
and the a is because it is significant of my name and who i am
A is the first letter most people think of when they think of the alphabet
(i want to be the first person that comes up when people think of when they think of people that changed their life)
A is the grade u get when ur a smart person
i am an Genius
A is for apple right?
well an apple is a small thing that lead to the idea of gravity, and that apple proved that even the smallest things can have some of the biggest impacts
u see??? (i am a very deep person, i dont just skim the surface i pierce though the core)
ok now that were off that subject...
i chose my avatar because it describes me a lot, the lion king is my favorite movie, however, thats not the only reason i chose it, i chose it because it reminds me of myself
in the picture u see 2 lions, what i see is 1 lion, 1 loin with 2 sides
i see myself, and i see the child within myself
lions are supposed to be the kings of the jungle, and fear nothing, but it is simba that fears nothin, its the child inside me, and inside all of us that fears nothing, thats y i love the young simba, because it the child within all of us that makes us cute, cuddidly, and fearless
however it is the adult instincts (mufasa) that keeps us in tact, instead of being fearless we become brave, as adults we learn limits, we trade in our imaginations for reality and realism, we forget alot as we become adults. As children we learn to fall, to dust ourselves off, then get back up (no biggie, right) but as adults we forget about falling, so if we do fall (which is rare as an adult) we think, oh shit!, and we wonder for the rest of the day, what we did wrong that resulted in a fall???
i am in the middle, i know that one day the child within me will no longer be there, but till that day i will be fighting to make sure he stays...
just a lil snippit from one of my blogs from somewhere else (not *b/dl/bf/anything else related)
and yes i do use lion king avatars alot
if u got any questions, ask them, if u need help with something ask!
i take pride in answering questions!!!
i know this really dosent describe me, but i kinda wanted to give u a peek into my train of thaughts, and my philosophies, and well my mind!!!!
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