If this is the wrong place for this, I apologize, and please feel free to move it to the proper forum. I just wanted to say thank you to everyone here. Everyone is kind and understanding, and I'm glad I finally found a place where I can talk about these things to other people who get it . I finally found a place where I feel safe.
So for that, I thank you all.
Sorry if that was a bit too corny/cheesy!