I Know part of this community and don't get me wrong, I love being a part this like you although do too but I don't know how to see myself as an actual AB like you all do for me. It's different. You see mentally I'm not really an adult like most of all; you are my mental capacity is that of a 12-year-old or six-year-old according to my parents and family members see I had bad seizure when I was a baby. It put me in a coma for 24 hours straight near-death but in the process. It cause brain damage causing me to have that learning disabilities and only able to have mentality of a child for the rest of my life. It will never go beyond.
So I don't know how to see myself as an AB where this is a fetish for me. Like you all call, which each other. You see, as I got older dealing with normal life with having a mental mind of a child. The only place I was the only happy and didn't feel scared and somewhat along when I was a baby. I guess that's why my parents understand this. Like most have seem when I talk about them. Let me do my room the way I wanted to do it which am very grateful. They're very understand and so was my family so this is no fetish or sexual anyway for me it's more of a security blanket. I guess same where in the briefs. According to my parents being the baby stuff, and wherein the diapers 24/7 . It's mentally forming. That's why with the United States government. I was found mentally handicapped in on able to control my own life financially and physically, so I never can move out on my own if I ever did. I would have to go into group living assistance. But luckily I don't. My brother will be there for me if anything ever does go wrong, which am very grateful for. He would take me in. That's basically my story. It's a hard life but I got used to it before is very depressed because I couldn't work or have a normal life. But I bypassed that I solve the way IM is the way I am. I'm lucky to be alive and I guess I can thank God for that.
The basically here's a question. I'll post to do you think its right for me to be part of an ABDL community. Knowing that this is not a fetish or sexual anyway for me. It's my mental state. In the real world being a child or baby like the only reason him with these groups is because you're the only people I can relate to. With these feelings, I think you're all a great bunch of people but sometimes I feel like I don't belong. Since this is not like you guys are therefore this is more of a comfort and security blanket for me mentally because of my mentality.