hi everbody I'm new to all this however I have been a diaper lover for years but never really had the chance to explore it. I've went through relationships hiding it none of which lasted very long. Last may I finally got the courage to tell my partner and he is totally fine with it. Now I am trying to explore it more and I am also trying not to be embarassed by it. I can't tell my friends or family but I figured maybe through a message board I could get the communication about it out and not feel so alienated about it. If anyone has anything to say or wants to chat let me know I am not usaully shy. I hope to hear from you guys soon.