I am a a married male but feel I am transgendered,have felt that way quite abit of my life .
I have been babied my my birth mother growing up but she also abused me in so many other ways that I disowned her after I turned 21 and have not had anything to do with her and have had restraining orders against her several times . Not sure how people want me to prove what I say is true other than I know what happened to me and my brothers and sisters watched what I went thru and my Dad also watched it go on but did very little to stop her from treating me like a baby,girl .
I grew up in the 60's and 70's when most of this happened and it seems times were much diffrent then in regards to family services doing any thing. In the 80's they started looking into our family more and we had also moved at that time so we were the new people and seemed to stick out.
I wore lots of clothes to school but never dressed completly as a girl in school that I remember but do remeber the diapers the most and I was teased and tormented by mostall my class mates all thru school (I finished 10th grade) plus I was very small and had ADHD so I was on the drug Ritilin which seemed to stunt my growing even more ,I had no body hair untill I was out of school.
My mother is crazy ,she had a mental breakdown when I was in first grade after my sister was born and we were both placed in a foster home for a couple months around christmas and they also kept me in diapers and a crib .
I have had a really crappy childhood and would never wish it on anyone and have been to shrinks after I turned 21 and have managed to have a fairly good life so far and I have a great wife who loves me and we both have many things we like to do .
They include gardening ,organic farming ,woodworking,crafts, watergardening,garden railroading being parrotheads and making our place into a little bit of tropical get away with a tiki hut and lots of tropical type plants. We listen to Jimmy Buffett alot along with many other artists .
We also love dogs and have over 30 of them ,mostly all small breeds but a few larger breeds. Chihuahua's are are favorite.
I am not a very good typer and do not like to spend lots of time on the computer but do like to see what others are doing online and like to chat with people that want to get to know me and talk about lots of things not only diapers but other stuff that makes this world go around .
I know there are close minded people out there that will not believe much of anything unless it has happened to them and there will be nothing I can do to change there minds but to just shoot me down with out asking questions first is not any better than them calling me a liar ,We have all lied about something in our lives at some point and I know I did as a kid to try to get other kids to not bully me and to be my friend but when you have such a low selfesteem of yourself you do things that you feel you have to.
I still get hurt when called names but I can deal with it better as a adult and try to let it slide off my back.
Please ,If you want to ask me something then just ask and I will try my best to answer truthfuly but just give me a chance ok.
Have good day and have fun, Ozarkbaby