For about 4 or 5 months I was in a great relationship with a girl who I thought accepted me for me, and was willing to indulge in my AB side. Heck, I've even posted in a thread or two about how both of us have gotten caught separately doing thing with diapers. But she ended up cheating on me, and now is in the drug, alcohol, party scene, and all that stuff. She eventually texted me under the influence of some pill, not sure what, saying how I wasn't normal because I'm AB/DL, etc.
I've really lost myself as of late and have been questioning who I really am and what I want in life. I'd love to meet someone, anyone near me about my age who is ABDL, just so I know I'm not alone and I'm not SO different. A relationship would be nice, but I'm no idealist, I just want to make a really good friend that gets where I'm coming from. So far though, that search has been fruitless. Has anyone else ever felt like this? Like you know you're not alone, yet you still feel like the only one out there?