Today I feel is the worst day of my life. My mommy (wife) just left underneath immigrations orders...to go back to the states. Just yesterday I tried to kill myself and about 20 people saw me do it and called the cops which wound me up being evaluated by a psychiatric team. I called suicide help line about 20 minutes ago and they said to just watch a movie and wait til I was with someone else and my natural mother is on her way over here. From what they both say this will only be a temporary move for a few weeks and then we will be back together again but it just feels like my whole world has fallen apart.
I went to the states about a year ago and I met my mommy. She became my mommy because that was the way that she could handle my submissive little girl side the easiest as she had raised six children with her spouse before I came on the scene (although in all honesty she says that I am worse sometimes than all six put together!)
We were happy together for a few months and then my visa waiver ran out and because we didn't have money for a second visa I had to leave for Australia. Where I started making plans for her to come here to stay with me. We have our own flat, 2 bedrooms and at a reasonable price. We were trying to do everything that immigration wanted us to do but apparently they left a few details out. Like..that we had to do it after 28 days or else she'd be thrown out. Or that just because we applied for a further stay extension that wouldn't be included as a visa if they didn't accept us or decided to throw it back. We tried so hard and now she's gone. I'm just typing this..well actually I don't know why I'm typing this it just was making me feel better for some reason.