Please pardon me if I'm not doing this right. Even thought my career has been centered around computers since around 1970, I never have seemed to figure out these social network websites. It didn't seem I should introduce myself as a reply to someone elses intro so I started a new thread.
I tried to introduce myself as an adoptee and ask about others in that context as I would never be AB/DL if not for my interrupted infancy, but evidently that is not an "intro" about myself.
I am very much into both science and non-dualistic spirituality. My whole life I've been searching for the meaning of life both scientifically and spiritually. I guess that all has to do with mystery of my own origins that I've had to confront with my own life not knowing my birth parents or if I had any blood relatives anywhere in the world. I ended up studying a lot of cosmology, quantum physics, Buddhism, and other non-dual spiritual philosophies.
My draw towards diapers began almost as young as I can remember, at least since age 6 or 7 if not earlier. I remember seeing at night out my window into the house next door that a mom was forcing her 5 year old into diapers for the night because he was a night bed wetter. Something just got into my head that I wish someone would pay attention that way to me and force me into diapers for the night.
I had a failure to attach to my adoptive parents. Thought they loved me, I resisted anyone who paid attention to me. I really needed someone to force their attention on me. Hence this just stuck in my mind that I wanted someone to force me into diapers for my own good.
I only started acting on this desire less than ten years ago.
I have a family. My wife and best friend know of my odd desires. Probably nobody else, other than some in the AB/DL community that I interact with.
I hope that this is an appropriate intro. My last attempt to post an intro about myself was rejected, even though I felt it reflected the core of my being.