So I was just browsing the Intro page when I thought, "Hey I wonder what I wrote here 2 years ago" So i checked my threads, and apparently I never posted one! So here it goes
Hello everyone I'm Nikki (Dillon). I'm 18 years old, not in college, and have a hard time finding shoes big enough to fit my feet. I never really grew out of diapers. They have just always been there with the want of being little again. My first diapers after babyhood was when I was 16 the day I got my license. I got tired of sneaking around with them after about 3 months, and have decided to wait until I move out before indulging again (Hopefully in a month ).
Ok In recent posts I have posted about sexuality, so I am bi, but lean more towards gay. I find women attractive, but could never be in a relationship, or have sexual intercourse with them. My home life isn't the worst, but it's not greatest. My immediate family is a load of bible thumpers, and my extended family are the classic rednecks. Not so good for someone who is in the lgbt world. If you saw me walking down the street you would see me with work boots, blue jeans, flannel, and a beer in hand. This is basically what I've turned myself into to cover myself up. As far as I know they haven't suspected anything since my 7th grade year.
In that year I was on my school's cheerleading squad, and was bullied severely for it by kids at school, and my family. I loved being on the squad, but gave it up after that year to "fit in". That is one of the biggest regrets of my life. The bullying stopped after my 8th grade year when puberty set in, and I was amongst the biggest kids at my school. So yeah whoopie.
Um yeah that's about it I guess lol. Luckily I don't have any friends on here because they would be able to spot me out in a second by that description haha.
I look forward to posting in your community