I find that when I'm home a lone diapered I tend to not care if someone walking by sees me diapered through a window or something. Like I have this subconscious urge to just take my diaper off and go to my garage and my backyard in a diaper. I dont want someone to see but the thrill f someone possibly seeing it gives me such an adrenaline rush! good thing s to date no one has seen my in a diaper other then my fiancee. When I do this I always pull the curtains down with the exception of just a little bit for a little rush!