So yeah, I've been caught. I looked in my "stash" and my Bambinos were gone. Of course this comes with the panicking.
Strangely, I feel very confident that I can face my mom. I've come up with a list of things I could say to her to back myself up:
-What is wrong with me wearing?
-How is this worse than drinking/smoking? (Cigarettes and pot)
-How did this affect you when you didn't know?
-Isn't it funny that when I started this back up, my grades got better?
-You have your stress relievers, why can't I?
-You have privacy, why can't I have it too?
-This is not associated with pedo.
-I've never done a drug in my life, nor do I drink. This is my method of letting loose.
-Not to mention that I'm not hurting you, me, or anyone.
-Seven people very close to me know this, and are very accepting.
-What's wrong with being different, odd, weird?
-Every person is different, I don't have to be like anyone else.
-If you send me to a therapist, nothing will happen except a big chunk of your money will be missing after the bill.
-If you send me to my dad's, I might end up like him. (A drunk)
-If you take the car/my license away, I have no way to get to work.
I could keep the list coming, but I don't want to bore you guys too much.
So anyone who would like to put any advice for me to get through this, or what to say, it will be greatly appreciated.
All I know is that I'm not stopping. I've been doing this for too long, no possible way I'm going to stop! :]