So come this Friday I will finally meet my mommy face to face. We started talking in early April this year and it's been nothing short of amazing conversation. The vibes she gives off I can't even begin to explain but I know I've found the second person in my life who will make that part of my life complete. I never thought I would find someone like her but it turns out I proved myself wrong. Let me tell you too, the temptation to rush this was probably the hardest thing for me to deal with considering she only lives about 35 miles away.
I'm really glad we choose to take it slow though because it served to show each other how determined we are to make this work. What's of course even better is having my life partner's full support. This doesn't mean he's not worried though, hell I'm worried but that's to be expected in a scenario like the one we have in front of us. Trust and communication is key, I can't say it enough.
I have to admit as well that I always found it funny when you come across questions like "how do you play baby?" or "how do you regress?". I've never in my life treated this like some kind of game where you open the box to discover the instruction manual has gone missing. This has always been me. There's no playing a part or anything like that. Once you find the right person to bring that side out, the rest is just natural chemistry. Keep in mind to keep a healthy balance though and not get too carried away to the point you shrug off your adult responsibilities.
Back on the subject of her though. I feel like a kid who just found the key to the biggest candy store in town. Psyched? Stoked? You better believe it. I'll report after Friday but for now, any questions?