Hello. I'm BlushingBunny from Iowa and I'm confused in just about everything.
I'm interested in everything at once, I'll try anything once if I feel safe doing it. I tend to gravitate towards Mario Bros games, reading Manga (specifically Death Note), and writing short stories (usually creative nonfiction). I have an imagination that even scares me and I tend to space off when put in situations that don't necesitate my immediate attention.
I'm petrified of being left alone in an unfamiliar place. For all of my outgoing tendencies when I have friends around, as soon as I'm alone I withdraw. So I already feel like I might drown here.
I've used baby utensils my entire life, whenever I had the option. I love nursery rhymes and to speak in a nonsensical language when I can get away with it. I am fascinated by women that are grown up and yet retained a frail childish stature because I wasn't afforded that luxury. I'm 17 years old, but will never see myself as this age.
I don't know what I count as, or if I count at all. My boyfriend is a DL and when he came out about it to me he told me about this site. A few months later I finally sign up. I want to know if I have the right to say I can fit in here because I've had trouble accepting the idea of growing up and just want to go back.
I'm also really nervous that he's going to find this. I've told him I respect him and that his infintilism is fine by me. I'm so proud of him for getting the courage to tell me and one of his family members. But I have only hinted about how I feel because I don't know what it is or if I'm just being silly.
Save Me, I'm Drowning Already.