To serve as a counterpart to the "wetting you diaper in public" thread.
How does it feel to you when you mess in public? What are the thoughts that run through your head? How excited do you get? Does it make you horny? Or simply make you feel good? Do you take odor pills or no? Do you get reactions from people from the smell?
When I make messy in public, it's just an intense release of feeling. It's calming and comforting to me. It makes me feel like the ultimate baby defecating into my diapers in the most awkward place possible.
I usually take odor pills to kill the smell,so I can enoy being poopy more without the attention. The feeling of a wet and completely filled to the brim diaper is just on a level unequalled by anything else in life. Even sex. Most times I enjoy is walking around with the squishiness between my buttcheeks. Sitting on park benches. Simple things.
Way mor exciting than being wet.