I know this is not like the best place for this but I just needed to ask or talk to someone else about it. My beautiful full blood golden lab broke thru the fence and is gone. She was the only 'family' i really had besides my uncle and I got her just over a year ago. it may not seem long but we spent so much time together and i love her sooo much. i am pretty sure someone got her by now. i went all over an put up signs. we drove around for hours looking until it was to dark to see. i been crying my eyes out over her and last nite was the first time since i got her that she didn't either sleep next to my bed on the floor or even sometimes hop up next to me and nuzzle her nose under my arm and go to sleep.
she was a big and very strong puppy. even walking her was a heck of a work out and she even broke the regular chains and even a choker chain leash! Beautiful powerful super protective but she wouldn't bite me if her life depend on it. She was such a loving girl. I miss her so much.
I feel kinda silly asking 'how do you cope' because i can guess the answers like time and get another one maybe... but without going thru my whole life story - she really was like the second person that ever showed love to me and that i loved so much. for me i guess it's like losing a sister or something. i can't even see her toys without breaking down instant.
ok. i just had to get that out.