I have been a closet Ab for almost 8 years. I was recently (4 years ago) found out by my parents and was sent to see a counselor. I was assured that everything would be kept between me and the counselor.
I found out later that my dad was communicating behind my back to the counselor, i found out from a letter on the recent documents of my family computer that said my parents were considering institutionalizing me to keep track of these "occurances". I found an excuse to quit seeing the counselor and convince my parents i was "cured".
Over the last four years i've bought diapers off and on and this last month i was caught and confronted because my dad intercepted a sample pack of bambinos i ordered off the internet (he was going to texas for awhiile and i didn't expect to arrive so fast, it's the on time punctuality has come back to bite me in the @$$). I'm in college now and have been involved with a potential daddy on the internet. I have found another Dl on my campus and I'm freaking out because my family expects me to serve a two year religious mission.
I'm incredibly freaked out because i really want to keep my AB lifestyle and i feel if i come out to my family i will reject me or take more drastic actions. I really don't know what to do. i love being a AB/Dl and i feel if i'm cut off from my family i wouldnt have much to live for.
If anybody out there has found them selves in the same situation. I'm begging you to tell me what you did to conquer these obstacles.