Not sure why I'm posting this, but when I first started this, I thought I was just interested in the diapers, and in using them as a tool to learn another form of relaxation. Then I got some stuffed animals, which were nice. By now I've got a sleeper, paci, etc.
Well, even when I'm purging, and not sleeping padded, I still suck my paci and sleep with my dolls. I noticed something weird tonight as I was going to sleep, and on inspection realized it was a hole I'd chewed, ever so small, in my paci. Time for a new one... and maybe a bottle to go with it... looks like I fell down the rabbit hole. :\