I'm not sure if this is for the diaper threads or Mature, but a rather serous question I wanna ask is. How many of you are still "in the closet" about being a TB,DL,AB? Do you think you will or can even think about telling anybody? I feel like I don't have it in me to tell the truth to anybody I know. The fear that builds up in me, waiting till 2-4am to come on here. Clearing my history every night. I'm normal a very keep to myself person about issues like this. I was a cutter for 3 years and only 4 people to this day still know ( something I have not been doing since high school ended) Most never knew of the rejections I have faced. I wanna die with this. I want nobody I know to ever know about it. People should be allowed to die with they're secrets right? I sure as hell know I'll never openly tell everybody I cut for 3 years! ( not offline that is. I'm more then willing to share my pain if it will stop others from doing so) I feel like this is a fucking cruse! How many of you are "in the closet" about this? Do you feel like you can ever open up? Should I even bee this paranoid about it? It's not like anybody is on to me.