Well, i'm 38 straight, got into pissing my pant about 6 years ago when i accidentally stumbled across a site with grown up women wetting their pants. really excited me, then i thought i'd try it cause i new my wife at the time wouldn't try it for me. so i did, so arousing, oh so stress releasing. but i soon wanted to be able to do it and not be known. i stumbled on to wetset and started looking at girls in diapers, oh so very hot, but again something my wife would never do for me. so i did, i bought my first adult diapers and put one on. what a rush, the padding around butt and the thick padding between my legs and encasing all my genital parts sent me into a bliss. and when i wet myself in my diapers, i felt no stress and really like a kid again, i was hooked....
Over the the years it has also become very sexual. the hornier i am the more i want to be wrapped up in one. i sleep in them often, i work in them and go out in them often too.
I like the feeling of helplessness from a catheter, and the sudden feeling of soaked pants or diapers because of it. some times i do #2 as well. clean up kinda sucks, but does it feel sooooo good.
I spent a lot of money in the past on disposables, so i invested in some and have been doing cloth and plastic pants for some time now. love to layer them on thick... love to walk around late at nite with a tee shirt and a big bulky butt while i watch tv and later climb into bed to sleep feeling like a baby again. I like to pleasure myself in them or thinking about them, or preferably a girlfriend or SO in them with me. I did have a girlfriend who did it with me for 7 months, and we had a ball in them together. but, that relationship is over now, and i'm always looking for another.
I'm in a diaper as i type right now. I also am wearing a hollow butt plug in them. new toys i have developed in my machine shop, to again feel the helplessness but to have to wear diapers because i mess myself uncontrollably.
thats all for now...