Hey, basically last night i wore one of my new Abri-Form x plus's. And strangely i was really put off by it, I've not worn many of them and they are the first adult sizes I've had for quite some time..
It was just weird, i tried to pee and whilst doing so i felt sick. The smell/thought of what i was doing also made me feel sick?
It's as if i "think" i have this "fetish" type thing yet at the same time i don't actually have it? But coming onto this site has made me assume i must be the same as everyone else.
I don't know what to do, soon my room is being redecorated so i need to get rid of my supplies pronto. I've worn about 5 of these adult diapers, and they just don't feel good. Possibly because the amount of time i went waiting to get hold of some adult ones made me think it would be much better than it is. Being used to DryNites/enjoying them hasn't really helped!
So i don't know what to do next. I have about 8-10 left and need to get rid of them soon. No need to worry, i should be meeting a friend from the forum and giving them a new home with him . I just find it strange how i was suddenly disgusted over it, and thinking it just wasn't me anymore?
On the other hand it may be the start of another Purge, but i guess time will tell!