I am dealing with an issue in my life that hasn't surfaced until now. I have grown up dealing with my mom and her childish ways of thinking. I am home schooled by my mom, so I am around her very often, I am a very calm, even tempered, and intelligent guy.
I am starting to get very angry about the ways she poorly handles things which now i am starting to have anger issues to the point where she questions my overall integrity. Also with the issue of my infantilism, my mom is not excepting at all, She condemns me for even doing such things but I know that she is close minded, and repulses things that are different. (Btw were talking about someone who won't try new foods or anything new and she 42).
I wanted to show her that she doesn't rule my sexual life. So in rebellion i took the car without permission (very unlike me) to go get diapers. when i was caught with them, she was angry about me doing this but i didn't care because i know where i stand spiritually. I am not going to Hell for a diaper fetish. I am getting off topic.
My mom has been married to my dad for 20 or so years. My dad (not saying that he is a bad man, he has a exponential amounts of good qualities, has downsized and bullied her into thinking that she is lower than dirt, for so many years that when he leaves the house because his job atm is to travel across country for his work, then she feels that when he is gone she demands respect and is very strict because of it.
I matured enough to the point where I think I am more of an adult than she is mental wise not age. I can understand what is going on, but won't put up with her acts of trying to feel that she has worth by her acting like a huge bitch to me. That shit ain't very (which she has worth but she doesn't think so) She can make up any rule she wants whether it be good or really stupid. When I try to talk to her about it, she is resistant. And usually we fight !
Please give me some tips on how to keep cool. I am only 17 and not have what is need to move out on my own yet.