I don't know what's going on with me, I am feeling so depressed all the time. This is weird for me because I am usually such an energetic person.
On this website I feel as though I am not wanted, and that everyone hates me. I am 'sure' this isn't true, yet... I still can't help but have this feeling.
In real life I'm dealing with so much that it's almost insane. With the loss of my mother as a child, I've always just known my father to be there. But the doctors are telling him that his heart isn't pumping enough blood and I'm horribly afraid to lose him..
My girlfriend also puts alot of pressure on me. It seems that whenever I don't want to agree with her, or go to see her she makes me feel overwhelming guilt. It's crazy. o. o;;
Also, if you don't know this about me, I suffer from stress incontinence. And on my school bus, there is one guy who always bullies me about it. It honestly drives me insane.
Not to mention school being a living hell. But that's just High School..
Please ADISC... I really just want some advice. /: