Well, I've been a diaper lover since I was 9 years old and I have been caught a few times around the age of 16 and 17 and my parents thought I was some kind of pervert and weird. Well, ever since then my desire to wear diapers all the time has grown so much and I am now thinking of just ordering some and wearing them and not giving a flying f*** about it. But, I'm not sure what to do.
Here's some background on myself. I'm 19 and still living with my parents. I'm currently trying to find a job as my only income is a SSI check (which I want to stop receiving some day). But how should I go about wearing 24/7 at home without anyone knowing for a while or something? I know it's going to be hard to keep it hidden if I wear 24/7 while at home and even not at home but I don't know what to do.
Now, I know what diapers I like and work best for me. They're Abena Abri-form X-plus. I use ~2-3 of them a day now (they're soaked at each changing). How should I go about wearing them, etc? I just need some help figuring this out as I really do want to try wearing 24/7 for at least a month and I can't wait any longer.
Thanks in advance.