I want to apologize in advance for being slightly vague.
There is something about me that is missing. I have tried to talk to people about this, and no one can relate to it. That includes people in my life, people I have met via the internet, both within and outside the AB community. I feel like this missing aspect of myself makes me less human. I am afraid that this missing piece of the puzzle will soon have serious negative consequences on my life, and I don't know what to do. I am not looking for advice, I know that would be difficult to get without specifying what I am talking about. I just needed to vent. I am scared.